His Voice

I can hear your voice.. The sound of the waves in my ear, it seems as if there is no one. And i'm standing alone in pain, i told myself that I wouldn't cry. I told myself that I came here just to see the ocean. Now Stop !
The voice that won't leave my ear.. That person voice ! I keep hearing your voice though i've let you go. Even if I close my eyes and hold my breath I can still heard that guy's voice. The voice that makes me bad and ever more in pain. I can't even see you, I can't even touch you, and now I let you go into those waves. My heart hurts like the waves that are breaking. Unfortunately, time passes quickly, No matter how we try to hold on You come and go like the waves..

for you

“I don’t remember, but one thing for sure. He said that he was sorry”

Like being hit by a bullet, everything is chaotic. Because only laughter comes out. I only laughed laughed and laughed. Smiling apthetically, let me ask one thing. Why we can’t be together?

Through the hole in my heart all our memories are flowing out. Even if I try to hold onto them, even if I try to block my heart, they slip through my fingers. Even if my heart stop, I don’t think it will hurt like this. Please do something, cure me. At this rate, my heart will be all broken. My torn heart..

All of a sudden, the tears flow without me knowing it. I don’t want to be like this, really don’t want to, really… Following you who stood up. Chasing you blindly. Behind you, behind you who walked like you were trying to run away.

Like being hit by a bullet, my heart hurt so much.. It hurt so much, that being able to live weird. How could I forget you ? I don’t know how to do such things. There’s a gaping hole in my heart that can’t be filled. It just hurt so much that I could die.

“When it turns 7, I wake up no matter what. I brush my teeth and shower. Nothing changed. That’s what a breakup is.”